#3 a feeling i hope some one els has had.

is any of this bulshit real?
life seems too odd to be real sometimes
i truly doubt when im standing that im somewhere on earth,
but rather in my own or someone els's dream.

either way. my brother told me this i think its making me insane
he said "crazy people dont admit they are crazy" ok now think.....

if you are sane i belive, this is what you are thinking

im not crazy...
but by not admiting it you are crazy
but then by saying we are crazy by not saying we are crazy means we are not crazy
then the cycle starts again.

danm... in the end you have to leave it to chance and hope you arent crazy.

not smart but logical.

my second post: we're all different

here I am in a room, constructed much like the one you are in. you are without a doubt looking at a computer much like mine. yet oddly enough despite our surroundings we retain such a level of individualism sometimes its hard to understand.
Im still going to high school currently a sophmore and it never fails to suprise me how often some one will gasp gawk or gag at our own oppinions or belifes. I personally am an atheist, and as you would expect it comes as a suprise to many. I get alot of "you just havent found you're path yet." but see this is what i mean by "hard to understand" why must some one be like ourselves? why must someone belong to something?
I do not consider my self indefferent from this funny habit. I LOVE starwars and cant understand why someone els dosent, or when i like a certain food and some one els dosent its just, well odd. its just the way we are, who knows how complex we are to vary on such, miniscule matters but this reality can be much more seriouse than a disagrement of "vanilla or chocolate?".
not that this post will save lives or change the world like my title its just one of those thoughts that sparks an inner mental debate.
so continuing with this idea of icredible individualism. first i think( confirming my idea of accusation) "why cant every one see what i see?" but then i realize. I dont see what they see,for better of for worse no one can admit defeat in a debate about personal belifes, we defend them with tooth and nail. unfortunatly this makes us prone to attacking or challanging someone els's personal belifes or ideas. relegiouse extremism is just one of the many ways individualism can be intensly severe. to many 911 comes to mind when on this issue but there are so many cases. the white supremissist kkk for example.
its just odd that when it comes to what we belive in, we take such extreme measures to make it heard.

kind of makes you wish we would all just write a blog about it.

my first post

well.
ive no idea what to write about.
something people can relate too.
unfortuatly that is rather impossible unless it were eating sleeping and breathing.
so ill scrap that idea and choose to write about something that is rather hard for people to relate too.
our inner most thoughts.